Tonight is a really bad night. I don't get lonely much but tonight I am. I really just want to be held and told that I love you. I really want that the most and its always bad at night. I don't know why I always fall for the ones that our unavailable to me emotionally and physically. I never think about it too much because I may not like the answer that I come up with. I just know that I am really lonely at this moment of my life.